Truth: Frustration Thy Name is
I'm done. I've checked out. I bought a one way ticket on the last train to Clarksville. Why do I feel no one is on the same page as me? No one has the urgency? No one has the sense of internal scream to have things be different? I'm screaming in the forest, can you hear me? Is anyone out there?
I deal with situations and people that just simply drive me off the edge. They are slow...they are apathetic...they are dumb. Maybe they aren't dumb, but I sure see them that way. I know it sounds arrogant, but I don't care!
Oh I know, I shouldn't judge people that are dumb right? Oh shut up. I will, and I will, and I will until things change. What does that accomplish? Affirmation. I need to know until proven otherwise that I'm wrong. I'll easily admit that when it happens. It's not a problem. I do have a problem accepting other people when they are wrong because it effects me.
Sure everyone makes mistakes, but come on. But all the time? I need to be one of those guys who can whip out a guitar and start singing kumbaya and not let things bother me. Do these guys have any fire in them is what I want to know!
Happy Go Lucky. Positive. Hooray! Sis Boom Bah! Rejoice. Smile. Carpe Diem! How many times do I have to repeat this stuff in order for it to start working? Must suffer fools gladly.
Frustration thy name is me.
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