
Truth: hApPy HaPpY JoY jOy!
I've been asked to write about more positive and uplifting things. I've been asked to write about JOYUS things. I've been told I need to be more happier. Oh really? Who says I'm not happy? Who says that this just isnt the place where I vent and post my frustrations...man?
Do you think I'm a pissed off sog and a grumpy old toad because I moan and groan often? Tell me what you think. I want to know. I don't really care, but I want to know. Do I need to "get a life" as I've recently been told because I complain about too many things? Perhaps I should not complain about the government until I run for congress either? [Not that I would, just sayin].
There's this HUGE movement of people; probably in the tens of millions that say you must think happy, to be happy. That you most think positive thoughts in order to be positive. You must choose to feel joy in order to let your heart be filled with it. You know these people...and who they are. They are everywhere. These are the people with more flare, surely more cowbell.
The thing is, is this really the case? Can you fool yourself into thinking all is well, when you know you are fooling yourself to begin with? That's my gripe peeps. I know it's a sham, so it's hard to do. In order for me to be "happy", I really have to be happy. I have to feel it. It may be a choice; but I'm not one of those who can fake it. I can't fake it until I make it.
I'm not striving to be happy anyways. I'm trying to be content. I don't want to settle. I want it all.
Excelsior!
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Do you think I'm a pissed off sog and a grumpy old toad because I moan and groan often? Tell me what you think. I want to know. I don't really care, but I want to know. Do I need to "get a life" as I've recently been told because I complain about too many things? Perhaps I should not complain about the government until I run for congress either? [Not that I would, just sayin].
There's this HUGE movement of people; probably in the tens of millions that say you must think happy, to be happy. That you most think positive thoughts in order to be positive. You must choose to feel joy in order to let your heart be filled with it. You know these people...and who they are. They are everywhere. These are the people with more flare, surely more cowbell.
The thing is, is this really the case? Can you fool yourself into thinking all is well, when you know you are fooling yourself to begin with? That's my gripe peeps. I know it's a sham, so it's hard to do. In order for me to be "happy", I really have to be happy. I have to feel it. It may be a choice; but I'm not one of those who can fake it. I can't fake it until I make it.
I'm not striving to be happy anyways. I'm trying to be content. I don't want to settle. I want it all.
Excelsior!
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